||[Aug. 15th, 2014|04:38 pm]
i feel hate. it is coursing through my veins. some sadness and anger and degradation and and and. i have evil thoughts - wishes of death or illness or blindness or or or. |
i will be okay. but seriously, you need to die. everything about you that I was shown was a terrible, horrible, manipulative lie.
it was all my fault. i did not know how to make my heart listen to my head.