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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2014|10:19 pm]
laura
i give up.
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hmm [Sep. 21st, 2014|11:07 pm]
laura
[Current Location |porch]
[Current Mood |blankblank]
[Current Music |crickets]

it's hard to comprehend interest when there seems to be none. wouldn't you want to know how i am? what i'm up to? maybe i'm old-fashioned? or maybe there are new rules to relationships i am just not aware of.

but...i'm hesitant to ask these questions myself so what does that say about my own interest? i feel that maybe i should end it now. save he and i some heartache. i suck at heartache.
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sound logic [Sep. 5th, 2014|09:04 pm]
laura
[Current Location |porch]
[Current Mood |pensivepensive]
[Current Music |cicadas]

you know how there are times that your instincts are screaming at you? it can be very hard to listen...especially when they are screaming something that makes no sense.

do not trust him. I cannot understand why though. 
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mistake [Aug. 31st, 2014|11:50 pm]
laura
[Current Location |bed]
[Current Mood |perturbed]
[Current Music |ceiling fan whirrrrr]

what is your purpose? why not just leave me alone? i cannot understand what you could possibly gain from pestering me.

shits and giggles i'm sure. 
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first [Aug. 25th, 2014|02:46 pm]
laura
[Current Location |porch swing]
[Current Mood |surprisedsurprised]
[Current Music |airplane]

after all these years...there you are.

still
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better [Aug. 19th, 2014|10:39 pm]
laura
[Current Location |beeed]
[Current Mood |cynicalcynical]
[Current Music |ceiling fan]

you are awesome. I heart you applesauce. 
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clarification [Aug. 16th, 2014|01:50 pm]
laura
[Current Location |brown chair]
[Current Mood |distresseddistressed]
[Current Music |air conditioner bloooooow]

is necessary to understanding motivation.

and a bomb was dropped. not that I didn't know - just that I never knew.
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hate [Aug. 15th, 2014|04:38 pm]
laura
i feel hate. it is coursing through my veins. some sadness and anger and degradation and and and. i have evil thoughts - wishes of death or illness or blindness or or or.

i will be okay. but seriously, you need to die. everything about you that I was shown was a terrible, horrible, manipulative lie.

karma. always.

it was all my fault. i did not know how to make my heart listen to my head. 
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You [May. 21st, 2013|04:59 pm]
laura
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There was no point in knowing you whatsoever.

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Persistence [May. 6th, 2013|09:09 pm]
laura
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[Current Mood |sardonic]
[Current Music |bathroom fan]

Have you ever kept going after something unattainable?

I want someone to tell me the truth. I'm trying to force it so that they don't bullshit someone else in the future. Or at least they'll think twice about it. I also would like some honesty. I'd rather hurt for real than keep "making it up."

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